basically i think i'm going mental.. i mean, i hear voices and screams. like the other day i was talking to my mum about how i hear the screams and she laughed so i lied on the floor and balled my eyes out.. & then my mum came in and said hanah what's the problem? she wasnt in the rrom, i was imagining it! my mind plays games with me almost.
i hven't exactly had the best life.
when i was young, i was raped & sexually abused by a family friend who was living with us. i never told anyone up until now..
also just recently my cousin kam had passed awayy.. he didn't even get to se his new babys face. it so sad cos we were so close and his mohter died when he was littlee. argh i dunno i just rele think im goin insane. i was at his house the other day, and my sister was kiking me and " i said kam, stop kiking me" and i realised it was my sister.
i almost feel like giving up becausee so much is going rong and i can't stop it. if i can't how can anybody else.
hanah.
